Paris Hilton to release memoir Paris: The Memoir. In the excerpt do Times of London Collected, the heiress born in 1981 revealed that ex-boyfriend Rick Salomon pressured her to film a “sex” clip with him in 2001.

“I don’t remember much about the night he wanted to take a clip of us making love. He used to say it was something he did with other women, but I felt weird and uncomfortable. I always tell him: ‘You can’t. It’s so embarrassing’. He told me that if he didn’t agree, he could easily find someone to work with. It was the worst thing I could think of – being dumped by an adult man because I was a stupid kid who didn’t know how to play adult games,” Paris wrote.

At that time, Paris was less than 20 years old, and the professional poker player was 10 years older than her. She wrote in her memoirs that at that age she wanted to live in pleasure and wanted to experience intimacy. She struggled with her sexual needs due to abuse as a teenager. She always found it difficult to enjoy sex or feel comfortable with her body.

Although she did not have enough faith to do that reckless thing, in order to please her boyfriend, she “closed her eyes and moved her feet”. The reality TV star admitted to drinking and taking Quaaludes (sedatives) before undressing in front of the camera and filming a clip called One Night in Paris. What gave her some consolation at that moment was that Salomon promised the tape would be just for the two of them, no one would be able to watch it.

In the end, Paris paid the price for that concession. In 2003, while in Australia, Paris received a phone call from her manager who informed her that a 37-second video of her having sex went viral on the Internet. The clip not only quickly appeared everywhere, it was even rumored that it was actually just a trailer for a “longer” video.

”The world thinks of me as a sex symbol. But when people watch that sex tape, they don’t call it ‘icons’ anymore, but use other difficult words,” Paris lamented.

In her autobiography, Paris does not call her name, but uses the nickname “Scum” to refer to her old love. Paris said she begged Salomon not to distribute the tape, but was refused. That makes the beauty feel like ”life is over” and ”values ​​are ruined”.

”He said he had the right to sell anything that belonged to him – something with a lot of financial value. It’s clearly more valuable than my privacy, my dignity, my future. Feelings of shame, loss and terror enveloped me,” she said.

Star The Simple Life denied rumors she was involved in the production and distribution of pornographic videos. The beauty emphasized if she had purpose, everything would have been easier for her.

Rick Salomon was the first lover Paris Hilton publicly dated at the age of 19. She met the poker player in 2000 and stayed for a year. In 2003, Rick Salomon and his brother earned millions of dollars by releasing clips One Night in Paris. Meanwhile, Paris Hilton was scrutinized by the media and ridiculed by the online community. Remembering that dark time in the documentary The American Meme in 2018, she described: “I feel like I’ve been raped again. I just want to die.”

Before that, Paris repeatedly shared on television about being sexually abused by employees of Provo Canyon School, a psychiatric treatment center for teenagers in the state of Utah (USA), in the 1990s.

According to Page Six, Los Angeles Times